Capricorn Tales

I know that some of the things I seem to be thankful for might seem trivial, but I will say it now, my family, my friends...I love them all and I am grateful for them everyday. I cherish each one of them and I don't feel the need to blog about that every day.  Over the course of my blogging life, I have mentioned them in one way or another, so there, that is today's disclaimer, because today's gratitude...well...I think I might get some eyerolls.  Remember, I am blogging about being thankful in the moment.  I am grateful for coffee and tea.  Growing up I was never one for either, I was a cocoa person to be honest and yes, I still partake in that little cup of heaven.  In fact, when my dad was told he would have to start drinking decaf I said to him, "What's the point?  It's like drinking near beer."  Of course, as you all know, I got demoted to decaf too, though I do sneak a full or half-caf from time to time when extremely sleep deprived....

The last few days have been anything, but normal for me.  I have been running in circles trying to make my life happen, without giving any thought to what I was doing to myself.  How would I end up, would I truly be happy, would I even care?  I was doing it, because I thought the end result was what I wanted, but truly, is it?  Yes.  In the long run, yes, but I had to overcome the first obstacle...me. I know the quest seems vague and I am sorry, but it will have to remain that way.  The journey however, not so much.  Have you ever wanted something so much in your life that you could feel it? You could smell it?  You could almost breathe it?  That's how I have been.  I have dreamt it.  I have felt it and I have touched it.  At this point you probably think I am a whackadoodle and off my rocker, but if you know me, you realize that I am not (shoosh my fellow sassypants pals. lol).  As of late, I have tried to live...