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Day 29 of 30 days of gratitude. Opening up.

I am grateful for my ability to follow my own road and to not follow the major consensus, because it is "cool".  I have always walked to the beat of my own drum, my family inspiring my "uniqueness", since I was a little girl, but as I grew older, I began to hide who I truly am, a goofball, who only wants the best for those I know and don't know.  

I am not perfect, or exceptional in any way, but I am opening up and learning to stand in the sunshine.   I am learning to say what I feel, popular opinion or not, and I am learning that this journey I have been on has taught me how to help heal those along my path, as they have healed me.  My soul is no different than anyone elses, and I have learned the patience that comes with that, since we all evolve at different times.  

My mind, my heart, my soul, it wants to keep learning. It wants to find a way to learn and as I type these words, I realize they are just pouring out of me, probably from my heart that is finally learning to open and isn't so afraid of the unknown anymore.  Pain is a part of life, but if we succumb to it, then the wounds will scar and leave a mark, an unnecessary mark.

Until tomorrow...speak your mind, be true to your heart. 

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